the warmth of the sun

I’m so tired of it. How many times do I have to tell you that solving a problem with me is as easy as 123. If you have a problem just freaking tell me and I’ll try to stop/change. Stop keeping it inside and randomly blowing out at me and randomly yelling when I don’t even hear it from my own parents. I keep telling myself to pull away but idk why I can’t. I usually pull away at times like these an guard my heart. I hope I don’t have to do this anytime soon. Cuz to do it again would suck.

im going to keep this orgo test forever. my highest test grade in all of college. #bestdayever.

i dont know how to code so i dont know how to flip this pic. but idc because it’s still an epic moment.

sometimes people choose the wrong path and sometimes people choose the right one. whether to go left or right is the question.

i’ve been choosing right but there’s always the moment where i think i should have chosen left.

then, i think again how much choosing right has made me the way i am and i could never think about ever choosing left.

but the thought of choosing left never leaves. would i be more successful in school? would i be set for life and in junior honors program set on the road to becoming a doctor if i had chosen left? but then if i did all this, would i have made such an impact on my friendship, my well being, and the lessons ive learned through the ppl ive met?

this person always makes me think that choosing right was a mistake and i always feel bad because sometimes i think that maybe that was the path i should have taken.

but you know what? we’re not the same. and even though i will continue to compare and have this in mind, i know that i chose right for a reason and that i know if i just continue doing the right thing and believing of what he has in plan, ill be okay. 

i love asia btw. its so freaking amazing. i missed my family a lot. but, i am a fat lard. gotta work it off when i come back lol.

the food, the people, the air, the feeling. It’s just all good.

one thing. i love that people go to the beach here to do actual fun things. whether it be bike riding, picnics, inline skating, frisbee. i literally saw no one just laying in the sand tanning. its so much more of a use of a beach than in the states.

i gotta control the food intake or else i will be a balloon when i get back.

rawr, iphone broke so i cant take random pics.

i really did miss my fam. they make the sun just shine a little bit brighter.